Thoughts about Xmas

All wishing Happy Holidays, love all around and to your loved ones… makes me think about today:

I don’t have a family, not today it has been destroyed by treason, by disrespect, by stupidity…

Today I don’t have goals, neither have dreams and good wishes. I’m living each day like the last but for me.

All the joy around is upsetting and I feel really empty but most of all I cringed when some give me advice about : “you know, all we need is to change.”

It doesn’t work. I’ve changed so much I miss my old self, my innocence and really felt a lot better.

Can’t fight the ones near me who call themselves family, when there is no communication or forgiveness.

I’ve been trying for years and I have no hope.

My advice to you is be yourself and f* the rest.

All the best.

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