Calm

When I feel good about something and believe me, that’s a really hard fight.When I win my anxiety overIt’s already too late.I’m the last one at the party,everyone is gone.Maybe,having the best of sleep,having the night of their lives.Anyway,every second of my lifeis operating like I’m not in control anymore.Everything succumbs to this:I don’t have the […]

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Open/Closed

Standing here I understand I’m in the threshold  There’s not even a door  So I can fight to get in!  Or get out… Am I sleeping? Blank or maybe a dark, very dark place No one’s eyes can see. I was talented… I used to get used to the dark, to the silence, it was […]

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Say no

Say no My fear if I let them knowI’m fighting constantlywith no hope in understanding I’m alone in my bubbleafraid to say no. The feeling of betrayal on the one’s eyethat looked up for menot because our story, our friendshipbut because I’m getting out of my comfort zone.             Want […]

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Find me

What you’re doing? Making your appearance after all this time, do you even know me?   I don’t believe it’s been this long But I keep seeing you in the streets, in the words in the meaning of things…   No, not again.   I don’t have time for you. My mind is full, maybe […]

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All Poetry

You learn What a bunch of bull!  They say if you fall you learnYou learn and you grow I’m hundred years olderI don’t feel betterI didn’t get betterBut bitter And it keeps comingAll the best things in life Have to be fought for Where’s the relief?Where’s the joy?Where’s the wins? Who made me?I want the refund. […]

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No baggage

No baggage No pain No second chance Was your choice Your try My mind My will My sorrow No tomorrow But mine Not yours But fine by Monica Sofia

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