Moments – My Own Moments

How the pandemic changed you?

Hello everyone!

I’m back. Hopefully for some chats.

I nearly forgot that I had a place here.

Was it because your life turned upside down during Covid shenanigans?

Not that, really.

But something changed.

My escuse should be : well I don’t have time.

Sure , you never had time!!

So what’s bothering you?

The stagnation.

The I don’t really care sentiment.

The obvious lack of moments to remember.

Nothing is attractive anymore.

No photos, no drawings, no music.

Social is violent.

Where’s the content that I used to love and share?

Ok the I don’t really care it’s a little absurd…

If I didn’t care I wouldn’t be here trying to make some sense.

Is it happening to you?

I hope you’re feeling well.

All the best.

This year has been

Hard to handle

Physically

Emotionally

How is yours?

Don’t go outside

if you don’t need to

Please Stay Safe

💕

We “survive” in a world of exaggeration …

Things go to the extreme

and we need to stop!

Nothing good comes from obsession

We need to learn how to stop!

Some things are better left alone

We need to know when to give up!

Thoughts about Xmas

All wishing Happy Holidays, love all around and to your loved ones… makes me think about today:

I don’t have a family, not today it has been destroyed by treason, by disrespect, by stupidity…

Today I don’t have goals, neither have dreams and good wishes. I’m living each day like the last but for me.

All the joy around is upsetting and I feel really empty but most of all I cringed when some give me advice about : “you know, all we need is to change.”

It doesn’t work. I’ve changed so much I miss my old self, my innocence and really felt a lot better.

Can’t fight the ones near me who call themselves family, when there is no communication or forgiveness.

I’ve been trying for years and I have no hope.

My advice to you is be yourself and f* the rest.

All the best.

🧕🏻👩🏻‍⚕️👩🏻‍🍳👩🏻‍🎓👩🏻‍🌾👩🏻‍🎤👩🏻‍🏫👩🏻‍🏭👩🏻‍🔬👩🏻‍🎨👩🏻‍🚒👩🏻‍✈️👩🏻‍🚀👰🏻👸🏻🦸🏻‍♀️🤶🏻🧙🏻‍♀️🧝🏻‍♀️🧛🏻‍♀️🧟‍♀️🧞‍♀️🧜🏻‍♀️🧚🏻‍♀️🤰🏻🤱🏻🙎🏽‍♀️🙎🏿‍♀️🙎🏼‍♀️🙎🏻‍♀️

How is the weekend?

What you’re doing?

Is it reading?

Is it traveling?

Is it sleeping?

Is it dreaming?

No baggage

No pain

No second chance

Was your choice

Your try

My mind

My will

My sorrow

No tomorrow

But mine

Not yours

But fine

by Monica Sofia

The Son & His Hope by Pepper Winters

The Son & His Hope

(Spin-off with Jacob Wild (Ren & Della’s son) and can be read with or separately).

Genre: Coming of Age Romance

“Things you should know about me from the very beginning:

I was born to true love, witnessed the destruction it causes, and vowed never to let such agony happen to me. I am not a story-teller like my father. I am not a writer like my mother. I am just a son—their son.

I am happy being alone.

And that is all I ever want to be.”

JACOB

The day he was born, Jacob learned his hardest and longest lesson.

It wasn’t a lesson a boy should learn so young, but from his earliest memories he knew where happiness lives, so does tragedy. Where love exists, so does heartbreak. And where hope resides, so does sorrow.

That lesson carved him from the kid to the teen to the man.

And nothing and no one could change his mind.

HOPE

I first met him when he was fourteen at a movie premiere of all places. A movie based on his parent’s life.

He was stoic, strong, suspicious, and secretive.

I was only ten, but I felt something for him. A strange kind of sorrow that made me want to hug and heal him.

I was the daughter of the actor hired to play his father.

We shared similarities.

I recognised parts of him because they were parts of me.

But no matter how many times we met. No matter how many times I tried.

He stayed true to his vow to never fall.