At some appointment 

It’s hard to say the words 

when you feel down 

when something or someone 

happens in the same path as you
For me it’s somewhat private

somewhat reserved

The words don’t come out

until it’s safe and silent

Review: Bondage Night

Bondage Night
Bondage Night by Gabriel Ricard

My rating: 4 of 5 stars

“Bondage Night shows us the vicious climax of a chaotic, intense, compulsory love affair between two unhappy, unrealistic people.”

Unhappy and unrealistic? Can I say that is what life is for you!? 🙂
We are all dysfunctional. We are not normal. We are still learning, if we listen.

Well, after a while, every “real” person struggles with their own mood.
A lot of questions fill the air as a lot of rules and conditions.

Some of the questions will never get answered but maybe, the most important one is already there, though they are not ready to see it yet.

A fight to control every emotion, to understand first, themselves, then, each other.
A way to save what they now miss and can’t seem to reach.
The way they fell for each other, the first touch, the first everything.

But yeah playing the same game can be exhausting, watch carefully every movement, every moment, every need.

Find happiness together can be very hard, but at least they both agreed on something.

Perhaps they were thinking too much about it, about well, everything…

The environment has noisy, vicious and broken.
If they find a natural way to relax, probably they would see.

But like the author wrote, there is no question that when they finally see,
neither one of them ever going to be the same again.

That’s acceptance and compromise.

I’ve enjoyed reading this story.
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Fire and Ice

“Some say the world will end in fire,

Some say in ice.

From what I’ve tasted of desire

I hold with those who favor fire.

But if it had to perish twice,

I think I know enough of hate

To say that for destruction ice

Is also great

And would suffice”
Robert Frost


Why won’t you share 
How happy you feel with me
How much do you care 
To keep us in privacy

I see you smile at the world
But just the eyes on me 

If I talk, who’d believe me?

by Monica Sofia


I’m a candle which burns
just to see you light up

Almost done, hate to leave you
lost and back in the dark

But like you said
it was my purpose

I’ll keep dancing on my own

An evening of past memories
sweet glances of moonlight
such enticement of a thing
turns me although trembling
into a soften breeze

While fences breaks my skin
wind sounds will caress me
drying tears of my sleep
lingering and whispering
hidden in the shadows

Such a stillness in words
as abstract as I paint
hanging by a thin thread
drifting until I see
stars spotlighting on me

Until the music sets fire
and drafts wander free
your true essence shown
I’ll keep dancing on my own




Review: Kinky Carnival Games: Maybe Mandy 1

Kinky Carnival Games: Maybe Mandy 1
Kinky Carnival Games: Maybe Mandy 1 by C.C. Genovese

My rating: 4 of 5 stars

My first C. C. Genovese story and I must say I’ll never think of a Carnival the same way. Ha ha.
Sweet little story, written with a very sexy female voice, a funny and intelligent character.

This short novella is a great fast read for the Summer, vacations…
Oh well, in Winter it will be fun too!

Don’t read it in a room full of people, they may find/caught you … Dreaming 🙂 and by dreaming I mean… Well, read the book!

The story is about one of Mandy’s very erotic, steamy and first sexual encounter after a five, six months dry… whatever you wanna call it 😉

Reading it, it was like a 3 set part of a wet dream 🙂 Those that we can’t shake off. It definitely shows us who we are and what we really want. I definitely was rooting for Mandy.

Not a very good start of a typical day in life, when we’re a little scare, afraid to talk even and picture all those sexy thoughts and images we live through our roommate’s sex life, cause we haven’t any! 🙂

Mandy you got to do something!

Thanks to her friend, she accepts going out on a blind date with her friend’s boyfriend friend.
Oh Boy!

A Carnival of fantasies.
A very hot sexual encounter with a stranger, who became essential to Mandy’s look in her life from now on, much more positive where’s sex is concerned.
She’s free to do whatever she wants, she’s bold, an adventurer! Yay!

Enjoyable read, refreshing, entertaining, it was a lot of fun!
It was really easy to follow, loved the characters, you don’t want to stop reading.

#Gimme 2nd book now!
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Something I’m trying to do


Will You Be
Destination ?


Last time I thought

I was loving you



Now I don’t think

that’s true

I have to admit

I was wrong


I’m over you


You are just

a moment

a lost memory


I’m stepping aside

for others

to fill my void


It’s funny

I never thought

this could be


I don’t

need you now


I never had


You never did


I’m free

but I’m cold

I’m strong and braver

than I’ll ever be


but I’m cold


By Monica Sofia